RSD Julien – Transformation Mastery Month 1 of 6

What’s up, this is Julien,

If you know me personally – you know I’m all about standards.

That’s why I’ve spent the last 2 years METICULOUSLY PERFECTING a new way of teaching self-development, transformation, and empowerment.

But more on that later…

See, there are THOUSANDS of self-proclaimed gurus and books that teach “self-actualization”, but the truth is:

None of them explain the PRACTICAL STEPS of
HOW to get there.

And even more importantly…

None of them LIVE IT.

You are about to go on a journey with me…

This is a TRUE STORY – no media slant, no sugar-coating for YouTube, no nonsense…

Only real, raw, uncensored lessons for you to learn from.

So let’s start with everyone’s favorite topic…

“YOU’RE STILL A LITTLE PIECE OF SHIT…”

I would argue with this voice, I would point to the tangibles…

The bank account… the girls with millions of Instagram followers… the room of hundreds of guys cheering my name…

“Don’t you see inner voice? They love me!”

I have it all now – the money, the girls, celebrity status… So…

“WHY DON’T I FEEL COMPLETE?”

So I pushed HARDER…

Maybe hotter girls will make me happy?

Slept with your “perfect 10”… still not happy.

Maybe more girls?

Got more “10s”… still not happy.

Maybe if I shock my fans EVEN MORE?

… and that brings us back to that media scandal, to the bursting of the bubble that was MY LIFE.

“IN THE BLINK OF AN EYE…
– I LOST IT ALL.”

The validation turned to hate, “friends” disowned me, my bank account was wiped out and I got grossly fatter than I was from stress-eating.

But it was at that moment – of losing everything – that i found everything – As cliche as that sounds…

And it was during that scandal, that I then started the first steps on what would become an INSANE amount of DEEP INNER WORK.

I was on a journey to discover how I could possibly bounce back from this “knockout blow”, and why my success prior to the scandal never made me feel fulfilled.

I unearthed every hard-written childhood trauma, bullshit egoic belief, and strip-mined my subconscious, leaving nothing but the TRUTH.

I meditated and went deep into my subconscious and got back to the core of who I was.

I had fallen so far… and I needed to figure out WHY.

And I slowly put the pieces together and made a discovery

The same reason for my success was the same reason it didn’t make me happy, and the same reason I so easily lost it all.

I WAS CHASING MY GOALS FROM A PLACE OF SCARCITY

I was stuck on a path of ego-gratification and massive reaction, and it took me losing everything to realize it.

I was stuck in a paradigm of scarcity, and I was using the money, the girls, and the fame as a means of RUNNING AWAY.

The truth is, the entire time – I never left like I was enough.

I would start with:

“You suck, you are worthless, you are a little piece of shit.”

And I would go out into the world and try to use the money, the girls, and the success to TRICK MYSELF into believing that I didn’t suck.

Every action I took was actually taking me FURTHER AWAY FROM HAPPINESS, and as soon as I realized it – I HAD TO STOP.

And with that realization – I went to work.

I decided to find a way to DROP THE SCARCITY PARADIGM, and come at life from a new angle – an angle of ABUNDANCE.